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Drinking is fun. College isn't so fun, but it''s also a painstaking necessity that has driven me insane and caused me physical pain and anxiety, because I chose to lie about it to people who care. They tried to help me and I basically pissed it away, and it makes me feel absolutely awful. Awful that I lied and deceived. Awful that I let them down. I think I finally know what I have to do, and there is much that needs to be done. Both for my own well being (two words?) and for my wonderful parents who feel less than such because of how I have acted.